It's been a year...

Hello blogging world! I have spent the last year not updating my blog, but avidly reading those that I follow and I thought it was time for me to get back to writing. I will keep this short today but here are a few pieces of information about me: I am still sober-it was 17 months on the 4th of March. I got married in September, our daughter turned 2 in January, and I am fully immersed in school (where I am studying chemical dependency counseling). I am still struggling with acceptance, I forget to be grateful all the time, but I think I am learning-which is sometimes very painful. I still have hope that I will figure out how to give it to god, let go of my imagined control of the universe, and just be okay with being me.